Jessica's Journal :D

Jessica is feeling........ bete -.-
gara2.. projek ya?kok gitu ya. padahal kita sudah janjian mau ktmuan bikinin biar bisa cepet sls n burden's gone.
tapi masa 1jam before meeting time bilang gak bs... jd batal d. and di smsin tanya bisa gak ganti waktu meet tp gak dibales2 -.- n in the end, dalam3mggu holiday ini projeknya blom selesai jg :( haih.... emang yah kata tmn2 gak usah terlalu baik. padahal g kasianin 2tmn itu tkt d gak ada group yauda offer this tp masa awalnya begini ya?haiiiiiiiiih capeeee d.

tadi siang ikut yiyi pegi gereja St Andrew's Cathedral yg d City Hall. Hmmmmm, pastornya baik tapi yah suasananya beda bgt sama City Harvest Church :/ Di CHC bisa feel god's presence more... atau mgkin gara2 barusan k gerejanya aja ya. smoga bisa adapt d. I know God's always with me ^^

Akhirnya besok masuk skul jg. hehhee. rada excited buat results exam sih soalnya g dah belajar ampe banting tulang(is it a correct way to express it??) hehehe. smoga nilai yg g dpt at least beyond my expectation ya??amin.. and have i mentioned that God really answers my prayers :) pertama2 dia rewards me with financial blessing :) gaji yg di shabuhana d increase n ada tawaran tuk jd guru les ^^ hahaha. smoga aja g ada patiencenya tuk ajarin. phewww. tapi at the same time, g jg gak blh neglect my studies! maudah bikin jadwal nih nti. hohoho.

whoah.. blog pake bhs indo kyknya lbh ada byk yg mau dibicarain d. huahuahua. hmmm, sebenarnya g ada 1 prob lg nih, tp lbh confidential sih :/ kl ada yg mau curhat ama g, sms g okok?? i'll be most glad :) n g skrg bener2 kgn ama dia -.- haiiiih.. MIA tuh org. td yiyi bilang, "tadi temen bilang ada 1 case of H1N1 loh di Bali." whoaaaah, hatiku kyk lgsg tertusuk! :(  i hope everything's alright.

okay, everyone. smangat in everything ya! yg lg holiday, enjooooy sepuas2nya okok?:)
yg lg skul, belajar mati2an yo! ^^
yg lg kerja...... don't stress!!
hehehhehehe! byebye!!


ps: ONAGASUITAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! -.-


 

hey!
supposed to accomplish CT and CONT PRO projects by today.
but sadly we only completed CONT PRO cos some of the gp members couldn't make it for CT :(
sad! but happy at the same time cos at least 1 burden is gone!~
hehehe.


mir couldn't meet up so i went to meet rhoda n tiffy for lunch at AYAM PENYET instead! :)
i miiiiissed the food so much man!
especially the SQUID PENYET!
OMGGGG! it's so so delicious! trustme! :)


actually planned to meet vannie and yvonne at far east but i was too tired :S
so went home and stucked in front of the TV! hahaha!
work again tmr!! $.$


meeting babes for bakuteh after my work!:D
finally no more spize!!! i'm kinda sick of it! :X
hahahahaha!


okaaaaaaaaaaaay, holiday is ending soooooooon!
enjoy yourself to the fullest yeah!

ps: i really sayang my babes!! :*

hello people!
met up with babes ystday for a movie.
seriously, i don't think it's scary... but hilarious at some parts. haha

then met up with meiying n friends to see the world.lol.
it's my first time to see gays dancing so hot n kissing -.-
was shocked! yet interesting ;)













oyasumi!



ps: shel, congratulations ya buat resultnya!! :)
akhirnya 1 burden gone! hehe!

many people have been asking me about my lj....
so decided to activate it again. :/
didn't have the interest to update lately.

received a real bad news last 2 nights ago.
thankfully, it turned better :)
i believe u can do it, mom.

met up with babe n mich few days ago.
had a real good chat although it's short!
though sometimes we have no common topics to talk about,
i believe that in the end, we still have things to say :)
cos i know that they are my babes!
okay, ciao!!!!!

miss me??? ;)








i miss them more!! :D

wow, just realised that most of my friend's entries are locked.
that's y i can't read it when i don't log in -.-
okay, mel's blog is sooo wordy uh :X hahaha

HAIS, i'm gonna start my post by a BIG sigh.
sooo tired!
first test is on monday which is tmr! omg.
i know it's just a simple test but i really wish i can do well n prove it to her.

called dad the other day n was sobbing all the way
i seriously miss him :(
i miss everything about him.
how i wish time can reverse n i will object to mom for sending me here.
regretted but what to do?
it's almost been 10 years. (sabaaaar)

daddddddddddddddddddddd, kangeeeeen!

another tiriiiiiiiiing day.
school and i really have no idea on PM1.
i swear PM1 is the most boring class that i ever had. really..

went to mer's condo to do our PMM project
and i did stupid stuffs to lure the security away. HAHA.
it's really dumb
but luckily we completed half of the project :)

gg to ngeean poly tmr to meet my loves :)
hope i can end early!
hoho.
good night peeps.


ps: i pray every night and i hope miracles do happen to me.

i lk motivation.. haha.
it's good to have motivation in dg things that u don't really lk.
and i just have a new motivation to work!
MUAHAHAHAHA!
guess it yourself ;)

my babes should be smart to guess it!
loveeeeeeee!

i swear i'm really busy these days n i don't know what i'm busying with....
i'm really tired but i know that i'm not walking alone :)

just a quick summary on what i've been doing!

•  jason is back here but he's leaving tmr :/
• my test is in 2 more weeks
• i slipped my chance for my guitarist club
• i'm so gonna ask jac to teach me instead
• shabu has new staffs and chef
• i got my PR
• grandma is coming soon again. haha
• i've one new jap friend :) tomoko san!
• i missed mir's bday celeb :(
• my cough is not recovering
• gotta wake up early to send jason off tmr
• tmr will be a looooooooooong day!
• i'm so gonna be more diligent in attending church :)

so yeah, i fd that my life is only about sch, work and church.
and i'm really just gonna stick to it and do the best of it.
not forgetting my babes too :)

okay that's all!
byeeeeeeeee!



ps:pil, jgn kira g bakal lupa yah, tggu g ada waktu, PASTI bkl g upload foto2nya. HAHHAA :p

brought grandma to ferry terminal early in the morning yesterday.
then came back home to sleep till 1.
intended to sleep more but have to go to funan to pass derek's mom her stuffs :/
after that went to aunt's workplace, thought we can go home tgt as it's still early.
but her colleague took off and she's shorthanded.
so helped a lil. quite fun though. :)

went to meet gary at 5 to pass him his present and off to sentosa for joc's bday chalet.
phew.. i was so damn exhausted.
the chalet was fun indeed.






chris is so cute! haha




more pics coming up! ;)
ohya, have i told u guys that i'm into Big Bang now.
korean group! i'm into their songs because of my bro.
he influenced me for that -.- haha!

sorry guys for not updating regularly! :S
i'm really really packed nowadays.
has to meet so many ppl to pass them the stuffs they wanted.
finished up my PR. and finally it's done! :D
also my grandma is here with me. so i wanna stick with her before she goes back!

trip to indo was awesome.
i like it when i can reunite with them.
i feel so loved! hehe!
and i managed to fd some childhood pics! ;)



time really flies!
now most of them r working or in uni.


my face is really round -.-


my deareeeeeeeest bro! :)


my dad!



then bro drove me to meet aniiiiit!
had some catch up! i miss her so!
she's still the same :)



then we had some time.... so she suggested me to change my hairstyle!
hmmmm, new look?
so tadah!


not bad right??*wink*




anit with my fav pose! haha

met wieny, upil and cliques too but sadly pics are with them!
wait till i get the pics, i'll post it!
:)



ps:i realised i didnt really took pic with mom :(

HAHA!
so upil is my first victim!
been cracking my brain on how to fool him!
didn't expect that it will be so easy! hahahaha.

firstly i told him that i won't be gg back indo anymore n acted sympathic....
then... lied even more lk i'm not my mom's biological daughter....
n that my real "mom" was bankrupt n she gave me to my mom...
N HE BELIEVED IT???!
and consoled me! hahahahaha.

felt so guilty in the end!
sorry pil!
u're just so naive! hahaha.

HAPPY APRIL FOOL EVERYONE~~
n happy fooling ppl or gel fooled! :D

 i'm so inspired by this.
how can we give up since he, who's without limbs will pull through.
can we compared to him?
this vid is awesome!
i hope this will inspire u guys too!
:)



"I can do all things through Christ which strengthened me." Philippians 4:13